I so going to

My life's a mess now. I'm gonna make a drastic decision of my life suddenly. I am sicked of this, totally. What the hell, I still gonna wait till next year to effect the change. This is enough, but my next decision will turn out well, I hope. I'm tired, really tired. It had changed me since 10 years ago, I've never doubt, but it still did not turn out as it should be.

For now, my health is ringing its bell. I seriously think this is occupational injury. How can you shield all your good health? I'm not sure. Hope my decision can make me a better person...

Wait out!

It's been a while since my girl is born. Since then haven't gotten a chance or time to write crappy stuffs. Recently lots of thoughts went thru my mind. Especially regarding what do I really want in life and future after feeling fire had died down..

However I am proud of myself being smoke-free for a good year in the entire 2009. Woohoo.. dammed proud of myself. Still, the evil me still thinks of *Shttttttttt* sound.. Wahaha.

Anyway now that I'm a dad, there is a need to behave and think like one. WTF, I am still waiting for one good miracle to happen. Tough luck never ends. Arghz!

What moves you to work everyday? Recently, I kinda lost the light why am I here. Why am I here working? Imagine you would to ask ten person on the streets, how many of them are happy with the current job. Frankly, they rather sit back and relax. But is cash chasing our real aim in life? I felt kinda sad for myself. Pessimistic, boredom, lost and cold.

Can't stay focused, can't do anything good.

Ho say ho say ho say...
update update update
Few months ago my sweet won a PSP during her D&D lucky draw, then later she won a holiday trip for 2 to Tokyo... don't know when we gonna strike the big sweep.. hee hee
Ok la.. we set the date to Tokyo on Labour day, alamak it's the holiday week in japan.. nehmind la..
Few days ago, juz got her a NDS lite.. till now she had been sticking herself to the console... played the whole day... sighz...

Ok last month went to Thailand.. took this very nice photo..

Woohoo... it's been a while since I last wrote something.. nothing much.. finally gotten my own house, settled the wedding, got promoted.. but awaiting for my chance to post out.
Next thing in my aim is be a father, buy new car and the never ending aim... strike BIG SWEEP first prize!!!!

Haha!!
Ciaoz!

Last nite, I juz watched Initial D with my wife... fuck.. all they do is juz drift.. drift and drift... Nb.. their tires are FOC of coz they drift as they like lar... how can AE86 win an EVO?? Muz b talkin kok manz...

imagine now if AE86 can win.. den think my fit also can beat the TP.. how come the show got no TP patrolling one ah??? den like that more fun escaping from TP... wonder how our Rex TP car fare?? U juz imagine.. Turbo white REX with police stickers at the sides comes with original spoiler.. white rims.. sculli inside got many gauges.. open pod filter.. bigger extractor... front and rear strut bar.. brembo brakes.. momo with airbags steering... sculli got AWESOME ICE installed...