It's been a while since my girl is born. Since then haven't gotten a chance or time to write crappy stuffs. Recently lots of thoughts went thru my mind. Especially regarding what do I really want in life and future after feeling fire had died down..

However I am proud of myself being smoke-free for a good year in the entire 2009. Woohoo.. dammed proud of myself. Still, the evil me still thinks of *Shttttttttt* sound.. Wahaha.

Anyway now that I'm a dad, there is a need to behave and think like one. WTF, I am still waiting for one good miracle to happen. Tough luck never ends. Arghz!