My life's a mess now. I'm gonna make a drastic decision of my life suddenly. I am sicked of this, totally. What the hell, I still gonna wait till next year to effect the change. This is enough, but my next decision will turn out well, I hope. I'm tired, really tired. It had changed me since 10 years ago, I've never doubt, but it still did not turn out as it should be.

For now, my health is ringing its bell. I seriously think this is occupational injury. How can you shield all your good health? I'm not sure. Hope my decision can make me a better person...

Wait out!